CHEATING!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, so I finally figured out how to rig my blog so that I can insert a title, and I was all excited cause I learned the HTML code to do things in color, and now on my toobar, is a freaking "color" thing!  That is it, no brains, no code, just click the stupid box! damnit!  Next to the stupid color box is a link box, which means that I did not have to bother to learn the code for that either! darnit!!!!!!! Since it is here, I will use it.  I am sure that most of you have seen this already, but go to www.atomfilms.com  There is a really really funny song there, if you bother go and check out "This land is your land"  Anyway, I am starving and in general I hate the 9 days, which I guess is the point!
F OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pachalafaka

Right so........ again, the title is apropos of nothing, except that it is a Muppets song that I love.  I had written in previous posts that like the title song to Avenue Q, it "Sucked to be me".  I would like to be the first to announce, that it no longer sucks to be me, it only mildly bites.  I think that I am truly trying to move forward in my life.  I still miss my Ima immensely, but it really does get easier.  I am happy with work, though incredibly busy.  I guess you cannot have it both ways, before I was bored with nothing to do, and now I am super busy.  Hashem should continue to be good to my boss, who really is a big ba'al tzedakah.  As far as the leaving of the person I thought loved me more than any other, apparently I was wrong.  I have made mistakes before, and always learned from them, so this is no different.
On a completely different note, I was able to listen to the ORIOLES game today because i brought a radio with me to work.  In any case, they just beat up on the poor Kansas City Royals to no end.  The final was 12-3.  This too made me happy.  I have learned to be happy with myself, and with small things, that is a valuable lesson y'all.  I have also learned that I, by myself, am a person of value, and do not need anyone else to tell me so (although compliments are ALWAYS welcome!) In any case, that is all for this evening from hot, humid, sticky B-more.
F OUT!!!

WHAT A DIFFERENCE A DAY MAKES

Well in my case it is "what a difference a month makes"  On June 16, I was preparing for my job to end (last day was the 17th) and I had NO prospects for a new one.  Today my boss reminded me that we need to get me on the health plan!  Woohoo, no more Artscroll plan for me! For those of you that do not know, the Artscroll plan is when you have no health insurance, so you daven a lot! Anyway, even tho my throat hurts,  I am in a EXCELLENT mood, so have a SUPREME Shabbos! F OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ah Turkey......land of my dreams

Ok the title is apropos of absolutely NOTHING! I am just stopping by to let you know that they like me, they really like me!! Ok my sad Sally Field moment is over. My boss took me aside today and told me that he likes me, and thinks that it is working out. At which point, I made a silent woohoo sound in my head. Good thing he cannot hear those! Anyway that is where we stand. I would like you all to know that I do think about most of you even if I do not keep in touch so well. I have no internet access at work, which makes it difficult. Anyway..... F OUT!!!!

ok so long story short, I was excused (no need to read any further if that is what you were searching for.) Now the LONG version.
I get there at 12:30 like a good girl. I sit there, I sit there some more. At 1:45 the judge comes in, and thanks us for our patience, and says that they are trying to work on some things. They are sorry for all the hurry up and wait, but just to be patient for a while longer. So I wait, and I wait some more. Then at 3;57 the clerk comes in and tells us to go to the courtroom we were in yesterday where they FINALLY start jury selection. Which by the way, is a tedious process. So they get to my number and asked if I was acceptable to the state, which I was, then asked if I was acceptable to the defense, which I was NOT! B"H To add to the freak out factor, the defendant is staring at you the whole time!! Today we learned that he contracting to have 2 of the witnesses murdered, and this a*&hole knows my name?????
F OUT!!!!!!!!!

ok, so I had jury duty today. It was some special case, with a visiting judge, and a whole hoohaa. So we have to be there atr 8:15, but they do not start till 12. Thankfully I had a friend with me (yay chaya!!!!!!!!) Then they asked endless questions, and I finally was able to tell the judge that I am my only source of support and if I do not work, then I do not get paid. Since it is a murder trial I aslo told him that my cousin was murdered, and that would color my view. So finally at like 4:45 they read off a whole bunch of numbers that are excused. I was NOT among them. Then they took roll call, then dismissed a whole bunch more people. Again, I was not among them. Then at 5, they go, well we are not able to pick a jury today, so you need to come back tomrorow at 12:30. My faith in the justice system is now non-existent!!!!!!!
F OUT!!!!!!!!!!!

I apologize for not writing for a whole week. Mea culpa. I have been wicked busy. Working for a caterer right before the 3 weeks is HARD. We had 2 bar mitzvahs, a bbq, a office party, and a wedding this week. All before shkia on Monday. WOW! I tell you what, WOW! Anyway, at the end of the day Friday he told me to come in at 9 on Monday, so I guess that is good. Even if he changes his mind and decides he does not want me, then I am still no worse off than I was 2 weeks ago (thanks jude), right? Anyway, I went out and bought some work clothes today, and now am sitting at home, listening to the Orioles game, and NOT going to fireworks!
F OUT!!!!!!

Well today sucked. He had me work, he told me that he needed a part time mashgiach, and I may need to wear a sheitel. He never heard of a divorced woman not covering her hair. He hired me on a probationary basis, if he is unhappy Friday, then I am fired....again I say IT SUCKS TO BE ME.....

Ok so check this out..... first of all, went to ORIOLES GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3rd base line, 3 rows back (beat that efrex!) It was beautiful, and not so humid, and I got color. Then there was a really hot guy sitting next to me, and he hit on me! That has NEVER happened before, I mean NEVER! Then he bought me a drink *giddy school girl laugh* it was so cool Then I got home to a message from a place that I had sent a resume, and they want to interview me tomorrow, and finally, after the interview, I am going to the BEACH!!!!!!!! what a great weekend!!!!!!
F OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok so life has new meaning. I went to the BEACH today, and it was amazing. I went with my friend and her kids, and life is so simple at the beach... wow! F OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So today is the 22 of June, it has been 92 days since I got my get, so I could get re-married if I wanted (not that I am there yet), but more importantly...... SOF KISUI ROSH!!!!!!!!!!!!! F OUT!!!!!!!

Dateline Monday, sometime in June.
Tomorrow will be 92 days since I got my get. Hameivin yavin...... Hope to see you all soon.
F OUT!!!!!!!!!!!

hey, just wanted to wish everyone a good shabbos.
F OUT!

Well that is all she wrote. I am unemployed, and woke up this morning with incredible tooth pain, like the kind I had before the root canal last week. That scares me.

Well it is wednesday. As of tomorrow at 3 I am officially unemployed. Friday I get to go to the department of social servies and embarras the hell out of myself applying for food stams (again) then I think I might go find a cliff to drive off of.

Ok so it is Sunday. I have 4 days of work left, after that all charitable donations can be made to the Save Faye fund...... Anywayt, Shabbos was lovely. I always have a good time when I go to the Hacks. I am recoving ok from the root canal for those of you who knew I had it. I still need a cap, and I have at least 1 other cavity that is emergent. This root canal was close to a thousand bucks which I do not. But, as my father points out, even if I did not have dental insurance, if I had a job, I would have money for it. *sigh* Ok well soon I am going to do my impression of a teenager and go babysit for 5 dollars an hour.
F OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok well since no one reads this I have decided to stop writing. so adieu world! F OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well taking my cue from the 2004 Tony winner for best musical, all I can say is IT SUCKS TO BE ME!!!!!!!I hope everyone had a fun weekend.

Anyway, Happy Sunday.......Umpires suck.

CICADAS SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and so does my life.