It has been 6 months since my Ima was niftar, 6 months since I lost my best friend, and the person I loved most in the world. Today has not been easy. I still have no job as of June whatever it is, and I can't help thinking that I have done NOTHING recently that my mother would be proud of. I cannot even bring myself to write anything new and exciting, I sincerely hope that my life turns itself around soon, cause otherwise, I am going to cry. Oh wait, doing that already......